Oh break my heart! Bless my dear- I got up to pee and check on her because I had a bad dream… And apparently she did too. Before I even got to her room, she started crying. So we danced for a little bit and got her a new diaper and a cup of ice water and snuggled for two songs. Then I put her back in her bed. (Was maybe up with her ten mins) For about one or two minutes (long enough for me to get back to bed), she cried like her heart was breaking. Oh, those cries when all she wants is me are so heart-wrenching! I’ll go check her soon and I’m sure she’ll be knocked out. I left the water cup with her and her George monkey and snuggled in her blanket. Plenty to soothe her, but I will always love and desire those two precious little arms reaching up for me and what I’ve come to know as my special cry. The cry that says “I want mommy and nothing or noone else will do.” Sigh. My heart is so full.
Butterbees and Bumbleflies 